We only realize what we had
When it’s lost. Long gone.
Extracted from my heart
My body cold and empty
Shaking from memories
That keep torturing my soul.

― Current mood: shattered.

The show must go on

You don't know this. I'm currently recovering from some of the most crazy weeks in my life I ever had to go through. Mentally and physically it was a straining, terrifying, painful and extremely emotional. I can't talk about it yet, but I ...

New Years Reflection

I remember a time in early 2013, I had been feeling stuck somehow and unreasonably unhappy for a while. I couldn't put my finger on it, but something was off. I was eating Chinese,  and when I cracked my fortune cookie ...

Sometimes you meet happy people, sometimes you meet people who seem happy but they make you feel weird or even bad. You need time to find out who is sincere and how you want to handle situations like this – but what if you don’t have time?

― Current mood: insecure.