What a stressful week. As if splitting with my best friend of almost 4 years isn’t bad enough I had to finish my RV in record time to move in. And move out of my spacious (and beautiful!) 2BR place. And move 17 other tenants out of theirs (one of my jobs is being a rental agent). And finishing up my client’s websites (my actual job), finishing up other web work and meet with new, potential clients. I know I work too much. My clients are just very important to me.

I think I did it all pretty well. I just had one minor breakdown!

So last night I moved the rest of my bags out of Tom’s place, and into my RV home. Very strange feeling. Not to move in to the RV, but to move out of our place. Out of the place that I thought would be our home when we would decide to start a family. Decide to get married. Decide to move away, into a beautiful warm country, just the two of us, as we had dreamed so many times.

No more dreams together. Turns out our dreams were just too different.

To new beginnings now.

All stuff is in my RV, although a few shelves are missing that he has to help me with. Can’t use the propane line yet, because for the sake of getting more space we ripped out the old and dysfunctional fridge and replaced it with a fancy & shiny cooler. So now the gas line just dangles there.. just like all the electrical wires. There’s no way I’m touching that. Ha.

But at least my bed is done! I feel like I’m sleeping in heavens! My couch is done, all walls pare painted (don’t even begin to ask me about painting, that was excruciating!), all food and clothes moved in, and the final touches – decorating the little space that can be decorated – will soon follow! Need to sew the blinds now and the couch cushions (buy buy awful 70’s red-brown pattern! Ough!) and then I’m DONE!

Current mood: trying to feel accomplished